Just Awesome

We all crave for better days in our life and everybody once in a lifetime look back in their life and see those few days which you can never ever forget in your lifetime. It can be related to anything from first job to first kiss, from finding your somebody special to meet your soul mate. It can be any of the important things in individual’s life which just differ from person to person.

There are some days in your life where you don’t expect anything out of it and then at the end of the day, you realised that there is something special happened and it becomes 1 of those days which you would never ever forget in your life. You just notice something and smile and then realise that how did it happen out of nowhere. This is 1 of the feeling the where you just want to sit back and wish that rest of your days will also go in same way.

You might have no words to explain or tell others that how are you feeling and how does those nice little/big things making you feel so good about that day. You just want to be lost in that day and don’t get over from it. You know that the day is going to be end soon but you had so much out of it that you just want the clock to stop ticking away and wish the time to stop then and there.

It just feels awesome to have such a days in your life and i am sure that not everybody have many of them. You would always cherish those moments when those things happened with you and the day become unforgettable for your rest of the lifetime. I want to say thanks to that somebody special who has made it JUST AWESOME today.

Thank You from the bottom of my heart. J

Falling in it again

I am not very sure that how people say that life doesn’t give you a second chance or rather chances. One starts believing it just because people around them say it so often that it’s just become a perception of one’s about life because of the people cribbing about it so loudly. Life always gives us second chance or chances but we are the one who become so ignorant while cribbing about the life we are living. I also start believing in the same way, when become frustrated with life but whenever i do so, life just pass by me whispering in my ears. Sometimes i am cribbing about the life so deafening that i can’t hear those whispers and i keep cribbing about the life but sometimes i am able to listen those whispers. Yes, these are the whispers in which life gives us a clue of the second chance or chances.

After Sandy, i never thought that i am going to have a second chance in my life to feel it again in the same way. I had forgotten that this is something which is not within our control and it somehow slowly a digs a way to deep down your heart like always. Yes, i am feeling it and enjoying it again. I think this is one of the magnificent moments where you realize that falling is not bad at all in some cases and you enjoy your falling in it again and again. This has nothing to do with time but yet it grows deep and deeper with the time. Since when i realized that I have started falling in it, i have started looking forward for new days and new opportunities in a different way and with a new joy. Every day and every moment is unpredictable in this and uncertainty is the most certain thing in it. Who has done to this me??? Well i can only say that she is an angel from the heavens and god has sent her in my life walking with a gorgeous smile to brighten up my life. It has been just 2 months that i had a first talk with her and it looks to me that i know her since a long time but still i have so much to know about her. Everything about her interests me and makes me inquisitive to know about her more, it can be anything from dogs to cultures, songs to jokes, movies to friends etc etc. I love everything about her.......... The way she smiles, the way she jokes, the way she play around with me, the way she pops up her eyes on shocking things, the way she nodes her head on agreement, the way she pulls my leg and flaunt that gorgeous smile, the way she laughs on my jokes, the way she shorten her eyes to show anger.....there are so many expressions that i can be out of words but i might not be able to tell every expression of her.... A single thought of her excites me and talking to her give me a smile throughout the conversation. I can feel that contentment which i lost and i am so glad that i found it back through her in her. She has a kid with in her and its so tender every time you strike a conversation, you can feel it. Internet has been a huge invention of mankind and i am in so much of agreement with that, doesn't matter what people say about it but yes it has been a great invention for sure, at least for me. I never felt that i am thousands of miles away from her as i always imagined her with me all the time, where i look at her and smiles and she smiles back at me . I always cherish every moment and every minute when i talk to her and it all keep piling up as good memories of my life which i would love to open again and again for my whole life. I am sure that whenever i will look back and look at them, i would get the smile back doesn’t matter how much rough time i would be facing at that moment in my life. I always want to meet her once, cuddle up with her, hug her in my arms tightly, hold her hand with mine and sit by on a seashore and watch the sunset along with her. It all feel so fascinating that i wouldn’t want it to let it go and i am sure that i would wish that time would stop over there so that nobody can come in between those precious moments and i can live my whole life in those moments. Everything in her keep me with herself all the time, her stubbornness, the bossy instructions, her own way of pulling my leg, her modesty, her humbleness, her caring nature, her compassionate mind, her loving heart and what not else.... i am so much within her that i do accept her with all what she have , doesn’t care what people say.

I am sure that someday i will meet her and able to feel in real what i keep feeling within my soul and my heart and maybe i can express it out that how much she means to me and how precious is she for me. Her surprise brought so much happiness with that chocolate box. The chocolates were different and so was their taste.... it had that touch that just can’t be described because you can feel it and you have no words to describe it. I am not sure that what all i am writing, may be it doesn’t make any sense but i am so happy while writing it down because it gives me an immense pleasure to write about her and my feelings about her....I guess this is what keep me talking to her more and more everyday and i still has to figure out that how this all happens.

I have started feeling jealous with Smarty because i would love to switch his life with me as of now and the reason is very obvious. If i would have been on his place then definitely i would have considered myself really lucky and again the reason is very obvious. The reason is obviously her. She is a pleasure to talk with and i am sure that every man on this earth would love to talk to her and spend time along with her. You can never get bored in her company and she will keep you busy with her pranks and sweet talks....I don’t know since when i started feeling this way and when i realised this then i was so thankful to her that she brighten up it once again and i am so loving it every day. I know that i am falling for her and i am enjoying this...i don’t want to get over from it as this is one of things which make me happier everyday .....I just want to fall in it deeper and deeper and never want to get over from it.........Falling in it has its own charm.......

Thanks for walking in my life and making it happier and pleasant once again. I am “FALLING IN IT AGAIN”

Dis is wat human life become dese days

I am jst sitting idle in my room n puffing up my 9^th cigarette of da day. I could hardly see my jst gone another day in the way it was supposed to be 2-3 years ago. I m nt talking in terms of money, girls, comfy life bt a life which i hav already lived n nw standing on the smouldering out reality which is jst nt acceptable for me( i m nt sure abt others)... everyday when i enter in my own luxurious apartment (though its rented but i prefer to call it own as it make me feel gud while writing it down)  frm all the hectic day dn i cant see any smiling face rather i would like to reframe it like i hardly get 2 c any face.... Living in da same city with abundant friends around bt still we need to wait for weekends to meet them or say once in a 6 months....Previously ppl used 2 set out to enjy da lyf but nw when u set out sumwhr jst coz u havnt been sumwhr from a long tym or 2 get away from the routine life, we don’t go jst to enjy da days(it has a deep meaning jst m nt getting da propr wrds to articulate da exact feeling)... when ur friend of life hs been distorted from a human being to a desktop/laptop/mobile/internet as we r so busy 2 change our lives that we even cant see that craving of better life changing ourselves drastically..

We don’t have our buddies by our side to tease us or to greet us in person. When you do something creative, naughty, adorable bt u dnt have anybdy jst sitting nearby urself to cheer u up. When u wnt to share your all the emotions at some moment and u dnt hav anybdy to say “Welcome dude, i do understand u” with a smile on their face while makes you feel light. We still have all the feelings of this world but to show them you need a medium and yes this time you get a greeting from somebody which says that “Welcome to our site, now u can share your emotions with your friends and show them what all you have”.... like i got when I have created this account to tell you what i am feeling right now...........